As always, my life just won’t move on if I am not hurting anyone. Why can’t I simply live and be happy with the person I choose to be with? I don’t want to hurt anyone but how come it seems inevitable for me? What’s fuckin’ wrong with me?!
Or what’s fucking wrong with these people? I loved him and he didn’t want me then. I gave everything I could have ever given and he was not over his ex. Now, that life has taken us into different paths and I want different things, he wants me back? What a cruel, cruel world!!!
And to think that he is one of the last ones I ever wanna hurt and it hurts me that he is hurting. God, whatever I do, I am bound to hurt someone. What should I do?