The Easy Choice

As always, my life just won't move on if I am not hurting anyone.  Why can't I simply live and be happy with the person I choose to be with?  I don't want to hurt anyone but how come it seems inevitable for me?  What's fuckin' wrong with me?! Or what's fucking wrong with these … Continue reading The Easy Choice

Goodbye

Iit was gloomy outside. The sky seemed so heavy and I was anticipating a dark afternoon... and darker times ahead as I dialed Jonas's number. It had been a stressful and heavy loaded week for both of us. I knew he was tired and I was too. He answered on the seventh or eighth ring … Continue reading Goodbye

Worse to Worst

Last night, everything went from worse to better.  Jonas and I talked.  Actually, we didn't talk much about our issues.  I was happy, I guess. Though I was pretty traumatized. I never imagined it will come to that. That he can do such thing out of distrust. I don't know maybe, things happened for a … Continue reading Worse to Worst