after a month of preparing and waiting for the day of our vacation to boracay island, it was cancelled. Cancelled because jonas’s mom has been in and out of the hospital as i am writing this. i know it is nobody’s fault, not mine, not jonas’s but i can’t help but feel disappointed because i passed up on chances to go out of town this summer. now, i have less than ten days to enjoy my summer vacation. i wish i didn’t expect too much because it is really an awful feeling to wait for nothing.

sorry honey, i know this ain’t your fault.