WHO THINK SO HIGHLY OF THEMSELVES, THEY THINK THEY ARE ABOVE EVERYONE, THAT THEY CAN JUST PUSH PEOPLE AROUND, MAKE THEM FEEL INEXISTENT SO AS TO FEED THEIR ALREADY BURSTING EGOS. I JUST HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT.

TONIGHT, I THOUGHT THINGS WOULD BE BETTER BETWEEN A PERSON WHOM I CONSIDERED A FRIEND & I. BUT I NEVER THOUGHT THAT HE WOULD SAY ALL THOSE MEAN THINGS TO ME. HE WAS SO BEYOND HIMSELF, EVEN TO THE POINT OF LETTING ME KNOW THAT HE TALKED TO ME “FOR MERE INFORMATION BUT NOT NECESSARILY TO RECONCILE.” WHAT IS THE POINT OF TALKING THEN? IF NOT TO MAKE THINGS SMOOTHER BETWEEN YOU AND THE FRIEND YOU HAD A MISUNDERSTANDING WITH?

HE DIDN’T ACT LIKE A MAN.

I CRIED AND CRIED, AMIDST THE HUSTLE AND BUSTLE OF THE PEOPLE GOING IN AND OUT OF THE CAFE. BUT WHAT THE HELL, I NEED TO LET IT OUT. I ALWAYS BELIEVED FRIENDS, THE REAL ONES, DON’T HURT EACH OTHER THAT WAY AND THAT MUCH. I DON’T KNOW IF I’LL BE ABLE TO LOOK AT HIM THE SAME WAY AGAIN. I TRUSTED HIM WITH MY FRIENDSHIP BUT HE DISRESPECTED MY WHOLE BEING. I WISH THINGS WOULDN’T END THIS WAY BUT HE LEFT ME WITH NO CHOICE. I WOULD NEVER SAY I’M SORRY FOR IF I DO, I WILL JUST ADMIT THE THINGS HE ACCUSED ME OF. I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING WRONG TO HIM AND FOR THAT I WOULD NEVER APOLOGIZE.